Futile

Feeling lonely in a crowd Forever passing a thousand Nameless homes and lights I tried closing my eyes I hated my reflection Those bitter eyes And their thousand hates This life is slowly killing me Stealing me of every breath In the end I really cou

An empty word Falling from inside My empty head Inside I think And nothing leaves anymore falling deeper into someone else Falling deeper into someone I (don't) know One way or another I seem to have lost my place in this world I feel as if things ar

My mistake was letting you know Sharing all that I had With someone I never knew In the end I'm hearing voices Of people thought long gone Once again I fear I'm losing control In the end In the end Everything's inside Every disease I hide Bleeding an

Please fade away My stillborn dream Still you sink into me And still I breathe Deeper and deeper from what I had of you If I only knew What was to come Would've ended it all Now it's just too much for me Everywhere I see you Scraping my skin I'm fore

Early morning rain An eternal sleepless 4 AM Waking up to silence Into a slow gray whatever Everything's blind In the sleep of the lonely In a quiet blue current That's slowly creeping Creeping Getting used to seeing Just trying to keep moving Is it