Chasing Safety

Please don't leave. There's nothing in this world that could ever matter more than you. You're everything I ever needed too. So how can I explain myself for wanting you? Every time I try I close my eyes and say I do. Your love, love is the only thing

It's not in your head while sleeping The sound of your parents screaming I'll wait for you to turn out the lights Sadness is all that is surrounding You run and hide so frantically From faces no one seems to see They make you wish that you were dead

Long ago Just like the hearse you die to get in again We are so far from you Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate The lives of everyone you know And what's the worst you take (worst you take) From every heart you break (heart you bre

You wake up, you can feel the pressure (pressure) You breathe in but your lungs are weak (lungs are weak) I'm begging you to feel the pain Every day just feels the same You wanted change, face another imagining I'm going far and now you're running on

Thoughts and memories I can't believe that you could leave You've got to find a way to let me know So what am I supposed to say, was supposed to be You can't control what's inside of me I am a man of sin, nasty thoughts running through my head Every

I refuse to say that we have made it to the top. So much more climbing to go but we will never stop. Breathe in deeply, but just maybe, get up on the chair tighten Up the rope and just fucking jump. That's just fucking up. For all of our lives we sto

You're far away I'm breaking down I'm crumbling from the weight That's been resting on top of me. Is it in my face? Unanswered questions, regretful answers, about my choice of space Why am I afraid to be who's inside of me? I've been running towards