Aktiv[E|H]ate

My days have turned to grey. Somewhere, somehow, I've gonne astray. Each time I wake up I wonder, why the hell I'm torn assunder. The hours pass, the clock is ticking. I look around, no point in tricking myself into thinking there is something else.

I love And hate you Stay here But leave me I want but don't need Just die Within me Once lost I never found myself Years of chaos take their toll And my mind seems lost No wondrous cure, no miracle So long have I just tried to hide The flaws too grea

GOD! I AM! I CREATE! I CREATE! My strength lies in my tenacity. I fear no hate. I am my own god! I create my fate. Take all those feelings you've got bottled inside Take them all out on whoever chose to stand by your side You lash away, you make your

Sometimes the air that I breathe is too thick for me, And I get spooks and cold chills from the things that I see- I'm no ordinary Joe nor a regular kind of guy, 'Cause in the pit where I crawled from I was used to another kind of life- And you may k

If I called on you again Would the old wounds reappear? Like tyrants Following the stench of fear I still see you in my dreams I still want you in my life Waiting to catch me if I fall It hurts and it doesn't help at all I get a funny feeling, It com

You see a god When you look at me An idol, flawed... Of lust and sodomy My thought is bane My word a cry I sit and reign On a throne of lie As i slid my tongue Your river dried To each other clung and... so ugly inside! As you lay low In front of me

The sense of abandon The end is near Feel the light of your eyes Just disappear Flowing away On a stream of red trance Steel penetrates Your empty shell Slow deep and hard Alive or dead this day Don't care anyway Drug effect She don't feel a thing Th

Trigger happy! Emotions turn to fire High speed bullet tearing your soul Shredding the inside! World through a scope People's moving target Living puppets are mine alone! Cold chill down the spine Looking back there is nothing It's not the bad feelin