Adulthood

I got what you had and yeah that made me nervous And that made me kinda sad cause maybe you had earned it I gave you so much shit but you did not return it You say I'm such a bitch and yeah I do deserve that But baby baby I Cross my heart hope to die

Sleeping with, the light on Ever since, I was young In a bed, only fit For the coward, who sleeps in it And just like, a fear of flying This fear is king Now I would beg, steal and borrow To be bold but I'm yellow And I don't want to regret A life th

Hold on, to your insecurities I need them and they need me Hold on, to that pain in your chest You're most alive when you're nearest death Hold on, to what makes you cold Wear it like a badge of pride wherever you go Hold on, to your hopelessness At

God if you really love me You've got a funny way of showing it Is this really it? Is this adulthood? Tell me when it starts When it gets good My father turned my mother into everything he hated And my mother turned my father into every guy I dated Wh

The last time I came here I was pretty vague Talked to you for hours But didn't really say what I had to say The fear of rejection is creeping up on me Lost my discretion But now I'm in too deep, so listen while I speak And I'ma shoot straight from m

I go outside Ask the air if you'd like to hide Take a deep breath Walk inside my prise In my lungs I still feel young But my body won't play along I'm thinking this must not be where we - belong And the world Slpit in two from the throng Of every liv

One pill makes you large One pill makes you small One pill makes you An absolute know it all Her words are made of glitter Shes a bullshitter So theyll try to bait her But of all the powers that I could possess To make you love me for me that would b